Ok, if last month showed me anything, then it was the fact that I really am not able to meet any deadline Well, dA naturaly isn't my top priority, but I wanted to spend more time here and upload more. Well... in that regard I proved myself "promise factory" as we would say in our country and I am sorry for that.
So going as fast as I am right now, it seems that it will be year of Lienwyn instead of week and all my pictures will get only sketch done. Which is quite frustrating, yes. So I am not going to promise anything anymore and just do what I can.
I discovered that I don't have only weak will but also weak body which means that me working at school on 75% (instead of my usual 25%) results in me spending same percentage of my free time sleeping, and cleaning the flat I live in results in me being sick pretty much all the time since I am alergic to dust and mites. Add some things conected with being a woman and I am beaten to death almost every afternoon. So now instead of taking pills to be ok in the head I am taking pills to boost my imunity system and keep alergy at bay. And lot of analgetics and other things I hate to take.
Which all sounds pretty much like making excuses, particularly because I hadn't such problems before. Which is even more frustrating and infuriating.
And on top of it, they still don't have the Derwent Colorsoft, I was promised to have for my birthday, at the shop

On the other hand, the complaining above hold only little force because in spite of these things, I am quite happy - no real harm going my way, everything manageable. I am just mildly pissed of at myself. I suppose that some other people are as well.

As for the things mentioned in my previous journal - seems now that I will at least do the entrance exams for two universities and then we will se. If we stay in Czech I WILL go to one of those two uni (if they will want me, that is) and if we will go to Switzerland than it gets complicated but it seems now that I will go to uni there too after managing the language so I guess the year later. (But my secret guess is that we won't be going to Switzerland )

So, because I want to spend my last day of sick leave from school by doing something I really want to, I am going to do whatever I can with the very much prolonged week of Lienwyn and maybe play Heroes of Might and Magic 5 or drawing...

Be well